meow (pt2)

welcome to my blog hehe

light cw; some topics might make you a teeny bit uncomfy!





9/17/25; wow ive been too busy to update this, burnout is getting me in a chokehold. i guess i should update the "updates daily" part. well either way, im talking today. im gonna go back onto a keto diet so yay, ive been not to good mentally these past few days but im better now. uhmmmm okay thats all: byeeee


9/14/25; so ive had an eventful past two days, things im not too happy to share. so i wont.


9/12/25; im sleepy today, like most days, mostly because i stayed up until ~06:30 and woke up at 15:10. i stay up until my eyes refuse to stay open, ive been told thats not healthy, but idrc. i think i already have a lot of unhealthy habits, but im hoping to work on them. theres this one chud who wont stop messaging me, and insulting me. threatening to dox me, which id funny because they know nothing about me and i have their name, adress, email, school, discord, face, and more. for context she said the n-word hard R (shes as white as the day is long) and told me to kill myself. shes getting her friends to tell me to kill myself and such. but i wont, i mean theres no point in telling me to, i wont. its funny how they think i care that much. they also said theyd commit suicide by, and i quote, "jumping out of a tall tree"


9/11/25; wow i almost forgot to blog teehee. im a little tired because i slept through five classes today. ive been getting headaches recently, and im not sure why. i also saw a dead squirrel, my dog (abby) keeps finding them and, i wouldnt say chewing, but carrying them in her mouth. it was sad, but im leaving the squirrel out to decompose so i can clean its bones up. and if it ias alive (by some magic) its away from abby so she cant get it. but like i said yesterday, death is inevitable. i dunno if i mentioned it but i got hollow knight last night! uhm its not the worst, but its not my kinda game if that makes sense? i might figure out how to add cool things to my home page but im not the best at coding. well, ill update if anything happens, toodles


9/10/25; okay, so my bf just asked me to be in a throuple with him and another person ahhhh teteehehe!!! but he asked with those hamster cantina ai videos LOL the video in question. today has been good, i got to hang out with my bro, and i made some good cherry yogurt. no updates on my stepmom yet. im playing deltarune heehee. so holy shit charlie kirk died. i watched the video, it was disgusting. i watched him bleed out and stiffen. blehh. as much as people joke about death i believe we all fear it to some degree, i mean life itself is confusing. oh yeah my grandpa showed me a cool song called locomotive breath. i liked it. i might start adding a daily song to my site, today its white room by cream. oh how i love that song. i cant explain how good it is, same with locomotive breath. i really like this song, the singer has a very nice voice. thats all for now, bye!!!


9/9/25; okay wow, first time posting on my blog and making this site hehe. as you can probably tell, im new to all of this coding stuff, so pardon any mistakes made. today has been pretty good, eccept for me freaking out and being afraid to eat. for my oomfs who dont know, every once in awhile ill get super paranoid or whatever. im not trying to be edgy i swear. but ill be scared to eat, drink, touch my face, hell, even breathe! its like my mind just keeps saying i have (or will get) a parasite/parasitoid. my mind imagines my tummy feeling odd, and makes me itchy. last night i scrubbed my hands till it hurt. oh and my dads gf (ill probably just say her name or call her my stepmom) has a surgery thingy, so her and my dad are out of sate atm. they never really tell me abt it, they dont want me to worry i guess. i dunno why but as im writing this i am worryinga bout the hypothetical of them both just leaving me and my bro (like my bio mom did) and never coming back. sighh, anyways im kinda bored. oh, i might start keeping a dream blog! (where i explain my dreams) but ill have to do alot, ill figure it out! goodnight!


just to let you know if im in fandoms with problematic creators (or people assosiated) it doesnt mean i support them